Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I decided to write this blog because i want to tell the whole world that i just lost a person who had changed my life...
This person is none other than my grandmom..
I am quite close to her...
I remember that when i was young, haven't go school yet, i went to her coffeeshop...
First time, i feel bored there...but slowly, i became to like it..
Seeing my grandmom made coffee,tea..etc..to the customers.. My grandma is good in making coffee and tea...THe smell of it makes u wan to drink it...not one cup, but more than one cup...Then, i forgot why it closed down, maybe because of the tax...
My grandmom had a friend in a old folk's home. SHe visits her when she is free..Although she is very old...she still work in people's coffeeshop...to earn money..i sometimes went there with her..one funny thing is...she walks very fast...maybe because of her life...she suffers alot when she was young..she did alot of work..
My grandma likes to play majong...lol...i still remember one night, she did not go home..and my uncle is worried...and almost call the police but must be 24 hour missing then can report...so we waited...finally she came home around 2am...guess where she go? she went to play majong...lol..and she was scolded by her daugthers and sons..lol...she is like a small kid..
My grandpa pass away last year.. for his last minutes of life, he was holding my grandma's hand..ANd when he is in coffin, my grandma stands beside the coffin and stare at him...talk to him....i know she is very sad...but she can only see for awhile...because she need to rest as she had cancer...although she is in pain, she still dtands up and go see grandpa in the coffin...
During the 5 day funeral of my grandpa, the families sit together and talk...I that the past of my grandma and grandpa is very touching.
My grandma married to a man and she gave birth to 2 daughters...one of the daughter is my mom...Then the man ran away...My grandma, looking after the two young kids...At that time, working is very hard and taking after two children are also very hard...A woman and two kids...then, my grandma began to know a guy..and the guy is none other than my grandpa...My grandpa is a rich man..then married my grandmom...my grandpa treat the two kids as his own daughters..and few years later, my grandma gave birth to two sons and a daughter.....then grandpa became bankrupt...my grandmom work hard to earn money to bring up her kids....then live a normal life...the kids grow up and work to earn money..grandpa and grandmom still love each other no matter what till the end.....this is their love story...
Although the doctor say there is no cure for her cancer and it will get worse, she began to believe in Jesus, her health tend to become good...so she try to attend events that the church had organised...She is quite active...lol..
She likes to cook..so almost every sunday, we went to her place and eat..
I can her smile when we eat her food...I still remember she likes to say," Are you full?"...lol...she care all of us..
As i say, she likes to play majong...And so when we went to eat at her place, they will play majong...Then my brother likes to mock my grandma...such as," Do you have money anot?" OR " GOing to give me money?"...lol...She expressions make me laugh..like want to laugh but can't laugh because she is being mock...lol..
I never see her angry before..she always have the patience....
She is funny because she always snatch people's rice bowl..lol..We hire a maid to take care of her...but my grandma always snatch her job, like cooking....lol...
Even working, she works efficiently...she works very hard....HEr sons and daughters gave her money when they visit her but she still works...i think she is a person who don't likes to sit down quietly at home..lol..
Then her sickness began to worsen...
She began to sit on the sofa and no energy to move...she stop eating...when she eats, she vomits so we gave her milo...so we began to visit her more..She don't wan to go to the hospital as she know that there is no cure...She is strong..she know she is going off...she told the family that Jesus is bring her to the heaven...she is prepared....she told her family that what clothes to wear when she is in the coffin...etc...
She celebrated her last birthday on the bed...we sang birthday song, she try to clap her hands...although she has no energy because of no eating anything, she still claps...SHe cried...
Her last few weeks, she is in pain.. when eats medicine, she will sleep more and become blur...like when u wake up, u don't know what happen...but she she did not eat the medicine she will feel pain...
THen the last day, at night, almost 11pm, we had call...we immediately rushed to her house..But she is gone..I wanted cry but i can't...I was thinking she is gone, her pain of cancer is gone...i want cry, i try not to..i don't wan to let her see me cry..I touch her hand...see her face...she is peaceful..
At the last day of her funeral, when we see her in the cofin, going to be burned..I cried...I can't control....because my heart is pain...i feel that someone is gone...I can never feel her touch, hear her nag, see her face, see her funny moves, hear her laugh, her everything...
I MISS U....
I WILL NEVER FORGET U...
THX FOR EVERYTHING......
U WILL BE MY ONE AND ONLY GRANDMOM...
I LOVE U...
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Brothers...It does not mean there must be blood relations...
It can be ur very very very very close friends...for me...i have alot..
I would like to thank them...
They should know who they are..
When i am sad, they are there for me..
When i need help, they never refused..
When i am happy, they hear my jokes...and say i am lame..lol..
When i sing, they tolerate...
We never quarrel over small matters..
We had fun together..
We are group of boys, brothers..
When among us needed money, we always glad to lend him..
We trust each other..
We gossip..
We laugh..
We.....
These can not poosibly written in words... it is too much...
U all should know...
Thx for everything...
Once a brother, always a brother..
Brothers Forever....YAY!!! WE Rox MAn..
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1 July 2007---- new furnitures bought from Ikea is delivered to my house early morning...Fix my furnitures till 4pm..prepared to go out for dinner at Parkway Parade..to celebrate Mom's birthday in Jack's Place..But it is not my mom's actual birthday...We celebrated early because Dad will be busy next week..Then rushed home to watch Harry Potter..I went to arrange my stuff...then sleep..
2 July 2007---- Went out with someone..to Vivocity to watch Transformer...then went to AMK..then home..
3 July 2007---- Went to school...till 5pm..then walk to heartland mall wif Vin..then saw Classmates at KFC..talk for a while..then walk to the park to do pull ups wif Vin..then walk home..
4 July 2007---- school till 300pm..then went to play bowling wif myself..then go Mac eat and study by myself..then went to sit at bustop to wait for galvin..then went to KFC but did not eat..then walk to the park and do pull ups, then home...
5 July 2007----School till 230pm..then went to play bowling wif Rodger,Zhi Wei, Gerald, Yechuan..then eat in KFC wif Gerald, Steven, Rodger..then home...
6 July 2007----School till 330pm..then went to find Galvin...then sit outside SAC..then went to the child care to see whether the paints are dry up..then back to school...then 7pm..then went to eat at kopitiam near heartland mall...then park do pull ups...then home...then had a call, went to grandmom's house..She had passed away..
7 July 2007----Grandmom house..
8 July 2007---- Grandmom house...
9 July 2007---- School till 5pm..then buy medicine...then home..then grandma house..
10 July 2007----Attend the funeral...to cremation hall..then back...then went to cremation centre again to collect the ashes..then back home sleep...then eat...do homework..then sleep..
11 July 2007----school till 300pm..then went for bowling...then walk around in heartland alone..then home..
12 July 2007----school till 1.30pm...then went to play bowling wif Gerald, Yechuan,Rodger,Steven, Zhi Wei...then home, sleep...then eat then study...sleep..
13 July 2007----school till 430pm..then home..then back school see teacher..then home..
14 July 2007---- went to eat at crystal jade at taka...then went to meet galvin at his home..then home...study...
15 July 2007----went to cut hair then went to hougang mall to return book wif hong wee, galvin...then went to amk to see movie, Harry Potter and the order of Phoenix..then wait for darren to go in together..then eat dinner, home..
16 July 2007---- school till 530pm..then went to heartland mall to eat wif galvin..then exercise at park..home..
17 July 2007----school till 1230..had A level listening comprehension..then went to play basketball, soccer...then went to heartland mall. wif galvin..then home..
18 July 2007---- school till 500..then had a talk wif the year year..till 6..then went to eat wif galvin..then home..
19 July 2007---- school till 1.30pm..then went SAC to study..then went to eat at kopitiam wif Gerald, Yechuan, Steven, Rodger, Zhi Wei..then back to school for consultation wif Mdm Jan Teo..then wait for Vin at SAC..then went to eat at KFC wif him and his friend..then home..
20 July 2007---- school till 445pm..then went for consultation wif Mdm Jan Teo...then wait for vin..then went to eat at heartland mall..then home..
21 July 2007---- Went to funan IT mall wif Wee..then home..study..
22 July 2007---- Study at home..
23 July 2007----school till...7pm..then had dinner with galvin at MacDonald..then pull up, home..
24 July 2007---- school till 500pm..then walk around in school till 6.00pm..then home..saw a weird guy on the bus and he shouted at us, make me piss off..
25 July 2007---- school till 300pm then went to library then for CCA...till 5pm..then went to find galvin at the child care..then eat at heartland mall..KFC..then pull ups...both of us laugh till stomache so can only do some pull ups..lol..then home..
26 July 2007----school till 600pm..then eat dinner at heartland mall...then walk home wif Vin..
27 July 2007---- school till 6pm..then went to eat heartland mall wif vin..then took bus home..
28 July 2007---- Stay home study
29 July 2007----Stay home study
30 July 2007----School till 6pm..then went home alone..
31 July 2007----School till 5oopm..then went to play bowling wif Gerald,Yechuan,Steven,Zhi Wei..then eat dinner wif Galvin,Gerald,Zhi Wei..then shop...then walk home wif Vin..
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